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Was I Once...

Was I one a pauper, a mogal or a King?

Was I once a gardener a cook or Queen?

Did I walk a long walk

Through countries far and wide?

Did I once have husband?

Did I once have a bride?

I have ridden horses, elephants and tides

I have sipped peppermint tea in tents that shade sand tide

I have loved the colours of dessert mountain and sea

Eaten fish caught by others, now caught by me

I used the earth for shelter, in cave and forest too

Danced amongst the flowers and swam in waters blue

Was I once a colour?

But were my eyes of green?

blue or brown or hazel

or of another gleam?

Was my hair all flowing

taken by waters in a stream?

a woman who was used

to fulfil some mans dream

Was I there to

keep the peace

or stir the pot

for some other?

Have I been a grandparent?

Have I been mother?

Was I a slave girl?

Queen in her Kings bed?

The contraries

the times gone by

The feelings and the know

Who knows how long this walk has been

and just how much I'd grow

What matters is I am

A future is what I know

A future of experiences

is carried where I go

I may not remember everything

or who I did it with

But I do remember spirit life

during every shift

The shifting of the lessons

The experiences and times

What I know is I am

and I stay me all the time

I have a new interest

To discover who I am

Who I am as a spiritual being

How I fit into God's Plan

It matters not my history

My past or labels so

What matters is my future

And how I intend it so

We get to places in ourselves

not so much more of this and that

But of a retuning home

and

this is definitely that

Forever light fields grow with Love

There's a new time now

And I have been forgiven

For my way is love life vow

All my work has been blessed

For the times of

trying very hard

To live a life of harmlessness

is the story that I tried

It will always be my story

as intended so

But the parts that have tears

are

for others who shared the road

It's the heart that drives

My walk for God

Feels the greatest self to know

So I may clean a toilet

plant a flower in a pot

I may do this job

But

I know my Divine lot

You may see me as a sick girl

girl who suffered so

A girl who was a meanie or didn't want to know

You may want to judge me or laugh at me alot

But I know through all these times

(forgot, I did not)

That it was a lesson

to liberate my soul

To understand

the gifts God gave

Ones I didn't know

Its taken years to get a grip

To stand a nice strong stand

But all things born of Miracles

One Wants To Understand

So I didn't speak right words at times

Some I scared a little so

But I rode the waves and learnt to surf

Not a little undertaking

So the times we shared

when we cared or seem to not care much at all

The process of the coal or sand has served its purpose

toil

There are some I stand before

In Radiance

We Trust

This has been my purpose

So to Blessings

I do trust

To free self of fear and pain and suffering

Love will grow

It's easy my beloved, just let it happen so

Place yourself in happy place and then just let it flow

All the miracles are here

just ask

This is what I know

In confidence

of who I am

and what I now do know

By Anna

Star Flowers